Sunday, June 23, 2019

The Disciple - Part 8

During the concert, I saw a young man taking notes in a small notebook. he stuck out amongst all the geriactric folks because of his youthful appearance. i found out P. was one of HKC's piano students. he looked like lennon with small glasses and carried a stack of books with shakespeare on top. I asked him if i could call him with some questions, he agreed. Since artists don't really care for conventions, 2 nights later around midnight, i gave him a call to see what he thought of HKC and his performance.

"what is unique about HKC's approach to teaching?" "Well, HKC has an overall different process... where to start.... during lessons, you bring a piece. you play it with him. he's very understanding. and accommodating. within the framework of what you're doing he tries to work with you. you play the piece, and then he figures out you're doing. he has a large reservoir ideas and tricks... different ways to interpret and approach pieces. with every iteration the student works out connections. it's confusing sometimes because he entertains. opposite ideas. he quotes old teachers. "you know, whatever you do know. could be true... but the opposite could also be true too." there really is no singular truth. he gives pointers, touches on philosophy.... but  avoids spoon-feeding students. he doesn't want to prevent them from discovering things for themselves... as you mature, your senses are sharpened. he only says things once. he's very talkative. philosphical. tries to express himself in general terms... by talking in broad strokes and not directly, he tries to express complex ideas with a lot of anecdotes. he points you to details you can explore more. he urges us not to be so limited to one idea. the problem with students is we don't know much. HKC emphasizes a variety of approaches to enrich our repertoire."
"so what was the main idea of his performance of opus 106?" the student didn't comprehend what i was asking. to him, maybe i just asked him a question like "what is the meaning of life?" then i gave an analogy of how to judge performances in other fields as examples. "I've seen red sox pitcher pedro martinez give pitching expositions on tv. he says when he pitches, he always has an intention. for example, to make a hitter uncomfortable, he pitches inside. he developed a skill to hit small targets from 60 feet away. and when he misses his target, he makes sure his pitches don't go over the middle of the plate and become hittable. an errant inside pitch will land closer inside to the batter. you can see his strategy and execution unfold during a game by his mastery of the strike zone... in architecture school, we followed a similar process. you make a thesis, then all your drawings and explanations hammer home the main idea of the thesis. you were evaluated by how effective your drawings were in supporting the thesis' arguments."
"hmm... piano playing is not like that. we don't have a theory nor do we play a piece to prove  the theory. instead, the process is exploratory. we work on gathering clues and interpreting the music to generate something new.... hkc often cites giddu krishnamurti's teaching about being on the receiving side of things, being consciously aware. there is an almost talmud-like study of the music. just as rabbies have created centuries of conversations based on holy texts, and generate refreshing ways of looking at the texts, HKC exhausts possibilities, searches for new combinations, and new connections. he delves inward into the music.." the student spoke of his piano playing guru hkc with such reverent tone, he sounded like some sort of disciple. the performance to him was akin to a religious experience. the concert hall the church, hkc the messiah and the music the holy message.
i was still puzzled why the student couldn't verbalize insights to the performance we just heard. "what did you think of his opus 106 performance?" "well late beethoven quartets were performed twice typically. the first performance introduced the audience to the music. the second performance allowed the audience to observe it."
i persisted. "can you explain opus 106?" "words aren't complex enough to explain music..." finally he relented.  "ok. ok. i'll try. the 3rd movement at the center of opus 106 is a slow movement. in general we change keys to modulate between harmonies. essentially, beethoven tries to incoporate what is tragic and suffering  in B minor. He then switches to the happy and bright in B flat major. by making 2 tonal centers and modulating between the two, we are introduced to the greek idea of 'daemon', or socrates' explanation of the inner voice... the conscience... the metaphysical entity we call intuition... as pianists, we sort out the tonal transistions and highlight the narrative of daemon." 
towards 1 AM, the ideas started drifting into a metaphysical sea where i could feel myself floating away. "two notes create relationship in their interval. there is meaning in their proportion, value, and tempo. all the elements have a specific meaning. in piecing together an entire structure we come upon mysterious moments. if you follow things honestly with curiosity and aesthetic judgement at a constant high level focus. you will find things work so perfectly together. each element relates to landscape of where it exists. every link refers to a background. as pianists, we get lost in it. definition comes afterwards. pianists are like detectives, they crystallize phenomenon."
flashback-- i remember riding a moving truck with HKC transporting a piano to my apartment in 1999 from western massachusetts. we talked about painting. he told me he stopped painting when he realized he didn't have a reason for using certain colors. he was scared of the infinite choices and variations in color selection. within the confines of music, however, HKC was comforted by the underlying structure and order, balance, proportion, and harmony. he understood the rationale between note selection. P. fed me more and more information that my brain could no longer process."expressions of specific musical pattern and specific phrases. when you keep playing them, they sustain a form. this form has its own message. its legitimacy is guided by the daemon." "very interesting" i said giving the appearance of comprehension.
to conclude the conversation, the student made the following recommendation to better understand HKC's thought process. "you should read '10 letters by rilke"

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